Wow it has been so long since I have done a journal. I haven't done a journal since I broke up with my first internet girlfriend. At times I miss her, but I have a new one now, so I am okay. :3 Anywayz...I still have my chat,..I think. So, you may visit with me whenever you want. So far I have been reading some new manga like Full Moon and Bleach. Other than that I am pretty much the same. :3 I am really into Marilyn Manson. I know a lot of people think he just a Satan worshiping freak, but he is NOT! To tell you the truth I really think he is a inspiration. I have 2 of his albums...: Eat Me, Drink Me and Lest We Forget The Best Of... <3 He has a really different perspective of life. Yes, he pretty much is saying the world messed up and that everyone can't see the "shit" on their knees. But it is the way he talks in interviews and how he acts in public that really interest me. Sure he acts like a perv around girls,..but what guy doesn't anymore...and no I am not including guys that are gay and not interested in girls. lol. Anyway, I still think Marilyn Manson (Brian Warner) is a good person because I mean..HELLO!!! He married Dita Von Tesse! (*cough I hope I spelt that right "^_^") He must be a nice guy and dedicated if he got a nice girl like her. <3 I don't know why, but he kind of reminds me of myself. Except he gets misjudged ALL the time. Even my parents contradict how he looks and acts. But I see past all that. He is just trying to help us, be an inspiration and at the same time enjoy his life. I can imagine how hard it would be to relax or just have fun being famous for him. I just wish people (especially the government and political minds) would give him a brake. He works really hard to be who he is and to me that is enough to impress me. TTyl.